Why It’s Okay To Do It Wrong

January 3, 2010

Whenever I write about my perfectionistic tendancies I spell it wrong. I spell it like I just did in the last sentence, like clock work, the same way every. single. time. And the cute little red line shows up under the words, telling me that I’m doing it wrong. So, I right click and change [...]

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Oh, 2009. A Year in Review.

December 31, 2009

Completely irrelevant-visually-stimulating picture that just makes me happy to look at: photo credit I started this site in June of this year, after stumbling upon this post. And although I have yet to figure out how to live out of two backpacks on a globe hopping adventure, or even if that is my true goal, [...]

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What Are Your Priorities?

December 29, 2009

photo credit I go to Starbucks every morning before work. It’s my latest guilty pleasure, since starting a new corporate job a few months ago. I have this incredibly adult thing that has developed on it’s own: a routine. Usually routines scare me and bore me, to the point where I have to purposely shake [...]

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Do What Scares You

December 13, 2009

photo credit I’m jumping in head first tomorrow. I’ve decided to challenge myself and do something everyday for the next 90 days. It’s something that I have been making excuses about, and actively procrastinating (that’s an even better oxymoron than jumbo shrimp). It’s something that I think would be good for me, yet I have [...]

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I Don’t Know How To Do This

December 5, 2009

photo credit I don’t know how to do this. I don’t know how to be the person that I know I need to be. I don’t know how to be emotionally healthy, peaceful, and happy. I don’t know how to be free of the constant inner struggle, of depression or loneliness, or over thinking and [...]

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Part Two: Alcoholics Not-So-Anonymous: A Sneak Peek Inside My First AA Meeting

December 1, 2009

Note: This is Part 2 of 2 in a series. Part one was first published this Sunday, here. photo credit My palms were dripping in sweat. My chest constricted, and my breath became shallow. Admitting that I am an alcoholic behind the shield of the Internet is one thing, but standing up in a packed, [...]

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Alcoholics Not-So-Anonymous: A Sneak Peek Inside My First AA Meeting-Part One

November 29, 2009

photo credit Note: This is part one of a two part series. The room was packed. It was nothing like I envisioned, in the hundreds of times where I imagined attending an AA meeting in my head for the past year. But I guess that’s how it usually works- when you actually do something that [...]

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Thoughts on Change

November 28, 2009

photo credit “The night is darkest just before the dawn. And I promise you the dawn is coming.” ~Jonathan Nolan (Screenwriter, The Dark Knight) I used to be addicted to change. I used to love it, probably because it is such a wonderful defense mechanism. Moving cities, changing jobs. When nothing is stable, you can [...]

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I Don’t Want to Be The Alcoholic That I Am

November 21, 2009

photo credit My palms started sweating, just a few minutes before beginning to write this. My breath is short. It scares the shit out of me to even think about writing something so intensely personal, so honest, my biggest secret that I’ve worked many years to keep hidden. I’m an alcoholic. And I don’t want [...]

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Patience is a Virtue I Don’t Always Have

November 11, 2009

photo credit So, my internet connection broke. Now, broke is a strong word. What kind of broke you say? I spent the past three hours of my life on the phone with tech support trying to figure out what kind of broke. And nothing tests your patience like trying to navigate a computer automated phone [...]

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